world of mine

2011-02-28T23:24:00.001-08:00

random whore

2011-02-26T23:48:00.000-08:00

2011-01-04T07:21:00.000-08:00

I can't believe what you said to me
Last night we were alone
You threw your hands up
Baby, you gave up, you gave up

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your James Dean glossy eyes
In your tight jeans with your long hair
And your cigarette stained lies

Could we fix you if you broke?
And is your punch line just a joke?

I'll never talk again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless
And I'll never love again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

I can't believe how you slurred at me
With your half wired broken jaw
You popped my heart, seams
On my bubble dreams, bubble dreams

I can't believe how you looked at me
With your Johnnie Walker eyes
He's gonna get you and after he's through
There's gonna be no love left to rye

And I know that it's complicated
But I'm a loser in love, so baby
Raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts
Of all my wrecked up friends

I'll never talk again, oh boy, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless so speechless
And I'll never love again, oh friend, you've left me speechless
You've left me speechless, so speechless

How? How? How?
How? How? How?

And after all the drinks and bars that we've been to
Would you give it all up? Could I give it all up for you?
And after all the boys and the girls that we've been through
Would you give it all up? Could you give it all up if I promise boy to you?

That I'll never talk again and I'll never love again
I'll never write a song, won't even sing along
I'll never love again, so speechless
You left me speechless, so speechless

Will you ever talk again?
Oh boy, why you so speechless?
You've left me speechless, so speechless
Some men may follow me
But you choose any girl but me
Why you so speechless? Oh, oh

2011-01-01T03:31:00.000-08:00

i lost my way though. i need some light or shadow whatever it is to help me though

2010-12-31T00:39:00.001-08:00

2010-12-30T20:32:00.001-08:00

2010-12-29T22:49:00.000-08:00

“‘This… stuff’? Oh. Okay. I see. You think this has nothing to do with you. You go to your closet and you select… I don’t know… that lumpy blue sweater, for instance because you’re trying to tell the world that you take yourself too seriously to care about what you put on your back. But what you don’t know is that that sweater is not just blue, it’s not turquoise. It’s not lapis. It’s actually cerulean. And you’re also blithely unaware of the fact that in 2002, Oscar de la Renta did a collection of cerulean gowns. And then I think it was Yves Saint Laurent… wasn’t it who showed cerulean military jackets? I think we need a jacket here. And then cerulean quickly showed up in the collections of eight different designers. And then it, uh, filtered down through the department stores and then trickled on down into some tragic Casual Corner where you, no doubt, fished it out of some clearance bin. However, that blue represents millions of dollars and countless jobs and it’s sort of comical how you think that you’ve made a choice that exempts you from the fashion industry when, in fact, you’re wearing the sweater that was selected for you by the people in this room from a pile of stuff”

2010-12-29T22:08:00.000-08:00

2010-12-26T22:43:00.000-08:00

2010-12-26T22:42:00.000-08:00

coco can. so can i.

2010-12-26T22:24:00.000-08:00

"this is how, you die"

2010-12-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

meat couch wow.

2010-12-04T20:54:00.001-08:00

charlie !

2010-12-03T20:45:00.001-08:00

2010-12-02T05:31:00.001-08:00

i watch this every weekends during bmt.

colemohr obbsessed

2010-12-01T21:55:00.000-08:00

2010-11-01T06:49:00.001-07:00

love comes in different shapes and sizes ((((:

2010-10-21T01:58:00.000-07:00

2010-10-19T07:57:00.001-07:00

流口水满地” my ouuu xianggg

2010-10-17T07:52:00.001-07:00

2010-10-16T20:34:00.001-07:00

COLEEEEEEEEEEMOHRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

2010-10-15T21:05:00.001-07:00

my god.....

2010-10-15T20:54:00.000-07:00

2010-10-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

COLE MOHRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-15T08:36:00.000-07:00

HUA MU LAN

2010-10-09T00:05:00.001-07:00

2010-10-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-02T09:33:00.001-07:00

2010-10-01T04:32:00.000-07:00

FML HK HAS H&M!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA GO HKK

new craves

2010-10-01T03:46:00.000-07:00

TM AW10

yuri pleskun and TOPMAN

2010-09-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

2010-09-29T07:09:00.000-07:00

2010-09-28T08:16:00.000-07:00

2010-09-27T07:01:00.001-07:00

EDWARD PENIS HANDS!!!

2010-09-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

stop the bloody blogshop post. nnb

2010-09-26T07:39:00.000-07:00

2010-09-26T05:30:00.001-07:00

2010-09-24T12:19:00.000-07:00

2010-09-24T12:18:00.000-07:00

世上最狠毒欢的女人

2010-09-24T11:09:00.000-07:00

JARRATT, Va. – Teresa Lewis spent the last days before her execution as she had spent one side of her life _ singing hymns and praying. That devotion to Christianity, by her own admission, was countered by outrageous bouts of sex and betrayal.

That dark side led her life to a deadly turn in 2002 when she plied two men with sex and cash to kill her husband and stepson to collect on a $250,000 insurance policy. For that, the 41-year-old on Thursday was the first woman put to death in the U.S. since 2005.

Lewis died by injection at 9:13 p.m., apologizing first to the sole surviving daughter of the husband she had killed. She was the first woman in Virginia since 1912 put to death. Her supporters and relatives of the victims watched her execution at Greensville Correctional Center in Jarratt.

"She was very peaceful," before she entered the death chamber, said her attorney, James Rocap III.

"We thought that we were supposed to be helping her, while she was actually helping us," he said about the days leading to her death during which she laughed, sang and prayed _ for everybody.

Lewis promised the killers a cut of a life insurance policy to shoot her husband, Julian Clifton Lewis Jr., and his son, Charles, as they slept in October 2002. Both triggermen were sentenced to life in prison and one committed suicide in 2006.

Lewis appeared fearful, her jaw clenched, as she was escorted into the death chamber. She glanced tensely around at 14 assembled corrections officials before being bound to a gurney with heavy leather straps.

Moments before her execution, Lewis asked if her husband's daughter _ her stepdaughter _ was near. She was. Kathy Clifton was in an adjacent witness room blocked from the inmate's view by a two-way mirror.

"I want Kathy to know that I love her and I'm very sorry," Lewis said.

Then, as the drugs flowed into her body, her feet bobbed but she otherwise remained motionless. A guard lightly tapped her on the shoulder reassuringly as she slipped into death.

More than 7,300 appeals to stop the execution had been made to the governor in a state second only to Texas in the number of people it executes.

Texas held the most recent U.S. execution of a woman in 2005. Out of more than 1,200 people put to death since the U.S. Supreme Court reinstated capital punishment in 1976, only 11 have been women.

Lewis, who defense attorneys said was borderline mentally disabled, had inspired other inmates by singing Christian hymns in prison. Her fate also had drawn appeals from the European Union, an indignant rebuke from Iran and the disgust of thousands of people.

The execution stirred an unusual amount of attention because of her gender, claims she lacked the intelligence to mastermind the killings and the post-conviction emergence of defense evidence that one of the triggermen manipulated her. Her spiritual adviser, the Rev. Julie Perry, stood sobbing as she later witnessed the execution, clutching a religious book.

Throughout her life, a faith in God had been a seeming constant for Lewis _ whether it was the prayer with her husband hours before he was killed or her ministry behind bars.

But there was another side.

"I was doing drugs, stealing, lying and having several affairs during my marriages," Lewis wrote in a statement that was read at a prison religious service in August. "I went to church every Sunday, Friday and revivals but guess what? I didn't open my Bible at home, only when I was at church."

Her father said she ran off to get married, then later abandoned her children and ran off with her sister's husband. Then she had an affair with her sister's fiance while at the same time having an affair with another man.

Lewis married Julian in 2000 and two years later, his son Charles entered the U.S. Army Reserve. When he was called for active duty he obtained a $250,000 life insurance policy, naming his father the beneficiary and providing temptation for Teresa Lewis.

Both men would have to die for Lewis to receive the payout.

She met at a Walmart with the two men who ultimately killed Julian Lewis and his son. Lewis began an affair with Matthew Shallenberger and later had sex with the other triggerman, Rodney Fuller. She also arranged sex with Fuller and her daughter, who was 16, in a parking lot.

On the night before Halloween in 2002, after she prayed with her husband, Lewis got out of bed, unlocked the door to their mobile home and put the couple's pit bull in a bedroom so the animal wouldn't interfere. Shallenberger and Fuller came in and shot both men several times with the shotguns Lewis had bought for them.

2010-09-23T07:55:00.001-07:00

DISNEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAH

2010-09-22T04:35:00.000-07:00

GRR

2010-09-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

GOT SO FUCK ANOT? 1st LOOK FRIDAY AND I SEE THIS!!!! KKNBCCVVVBGNBGNGN

2010-09-16T06:21:00.000-07:00

2010-09-15T06:43:00.000-07:00

i want to leave house.
find a place to stay.

baby please come back soon ):

2010-09-15T06:34:00.000-07:00

2001-2006

is the period where i cooped at home, no internet. only tv. friends were all out to town and partied. i have to be FUCKING home to fetch my FUCKING SISTER. NO MONEY. NO CLOTHES. NO NOTHING. EVERYDAY at 5 i have to be at the stupid mother fuck childcare to fetch my bloody sis.

2010 -2012

i'd make sure everything pays.

noone truly understands me.

who understands the pain where you cant join your friends to town to anywhere when you have timing to meet.even after you rushed home after 5 you DONT HAVE SOMETHING TO WEAR FOR THAT FUCKING BLOODY EVENT AND PEOPLE SAY U LOOK LIKE AH PEK.
YOU ONLY HAD SLIPPERS. NOT A SINGLE DECENT SHOE.
YOU STAYED AT HOME NO CONFIDENCE TO COME OUT.
YOU JUST STAYED AT HOME THINKING OF HOW MUCH FUN YOUR FRIENDS HAD.
YOU DO NOT HAVE A DECENT OUTFIT.
HOURS AND HOURS OF THINKING WHETHER TO GO OUT ANOT.

NO MONEY.
NO NOTHING.

I HAD ENOUGH.
I HAD TONS OF CLOTHES MORE THAN ENOUGH TO LAST SO MANY YEARS.
BUT THIS IS NOT ENOUGH.
IT WILL NEVER BE ENOUGH. WHY DONT THEY BE HERE EARLIER?
WHY?

2010-09-13T07:00:00.000-07:00

SS11!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-09-13T06:37:00.000-07:00

EARTH COLOUR IS SEX!!!!!!

SESSI~~~

I NEED TIS SO BADLY

2010-09-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

2010-09-10T06:48:00.001-07:00

2010-08-29T00:09:00.001-07:00

2010-08-28T21:03:00.000-07:00

2010-08-28T20:53:00.000-07:00

2010-08-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

they say NS change you.

it will work on some people

but it will never work on me.
i will remain the same.

fuck the service.
fuck the people.
fuck the nation.

everyone deserves to die.

2010-08-22T03:35:00.000-07:00

Images

2010-08-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

2010-08-09T07:26:00.000-07:00

i don't care about tomorrow

no one can steal our dream,

no one.

2010-08-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

the devil wears givenchy, I want them too

2010-08-07T20:01:00.000-07:00

i dont need to be a millionaire,gazillionaire.
a small cozy house will do.
happy small little space

2010-08-07T09:23:00.000-07:00

2010-03-09T09:10:00.000-08:00

2010-03-02T08:24:00.000-08:00

i dun like things to be forced.
i dun like life to be like this.
i'll go one fine day out of the blue.
i will just leave with no regrets.

2010-02-28T09:02:00.000-08:00

2010-02-16T07:25:00.000-08:00

i love my room.
i love my flower.
i love bb (:

2010-02-15T08:03:00.000-08:00

sometimes i just dont want everything. i want to travel with my baby ):
somewhere further away from this place and away from this busy urban jungle ):

2010-02-15T07:52:00.000-08:00

if i havent got my baby
can i get a chance to eat seafood platter by chance?
can i take my first plane ride?
can i go to somewhere far away to have fun just the 2 of us?
can i have a wardrobe that is able to let me have so much clothes that i cant possibly wear it all?
can i be able to sell bags?
can i have a room that is full of everything that i needed?
can i have forever supply of eclipse?
can i have a sheltered life?
can i have my flower bulbs?
can i have my many many shoesssss

my baby cares for me like no other

2010-02-03T04:20:00.000-08:00

):

2010-01-30T08:31:00.000-08:00

life is precious ): dont ride bikes ):
life is fragile ):

sour heart.

2010-01-20T08:19:00.000-08:00

u avoided my msges.u didnt even tell me u going to sleep,its really not even fair.i gave you time to cool down when u really needed time to cool.for you my msges exploded. ur fb sent items i saw long ago. who are the people u exchanged msn with?i dun wish to know.i kept quiet .everything im able to do i do.i just want you to visit me willingly and care for me.i liked being loved.now im so deprived,i behaved like someone crazy and mad until i dont know who am i.u just sleep like this.its pain.u just avoided everything.im only given instructions to wait and just thrown aside like everyone did,even my family.when im young they throw me aside.they only liked my siblings.go overseas nv bring me go.i have to stay at home.my life.you dont know.i wanted to die.do you even know why?you dont know.my mom doesnt ask me to go home.you never bothered .the time i needed you the most where are you?when you slept i cant reach you im very empty.feels like the whole world just thrown me aside.im just someone who is happy when needed and sad when being left aside i want sleep le,wan an baby,im so happy for shuhui baby i love you very much

2010-01-19T05:04:00.000-08:00

AM i happy?

2010-01-13T10:31:00.000-08:00

no im not.
obviously not and im super ultra blind and shuld eat shit.

2010-01-10T21:05:00.000-08:00

2010-01-02T15:12:00.001-08:00

Lesson #34 |

Nobody is worth crying over for if they aren’t willing to cry for you.

2009-12-29T08:57:00.001-08:00

2009-12-26T21:21:00.000-08:00

2009-12-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

2009-12-17T07:18:00.001-08:00

BERNICEZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
KANDIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
SITIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
SHUHUIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
FARIDZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I MISS YOU ALL.

I GOT INTO COACH HOPE I CAN WORK IN RC AGAIN. HEHAHOO

2009-12-17T04:35:00.000-08:00

I have paced up and down, have walked, have been wrong, have cried. have understood
I have gone crazy, have longed, have felt insecure, have been anxious
I've slept on the sofa you've sat on, the music you love
Mine, yours, hers, the good, the bad, the difficult times, the sorrow
The things I really wanted to forget were absolutely unforgettable

2009-12-17T04:02:00.000-08:00

2009-12-17T03:42:00.000-08:00

Bless me with a dream that I wouldnt want to wake up with.

2009-12-17T00:36:00.000-08:00

2009-12-16T20:31:00.000-08:00

OMG.

2009-09-25T09:29:00.000-07:00

one day my mei mei send me a msg via facebook and she gave me this link,
look like you 100% and i search for this particular person.

WTF?

),:

2009-09-24T09:23:00.000-07:00

happy service (((:

2009-09-23T10:12:00.001-07:00

Helpful and spontaneous staff.
I was shopping around the three branches of Topman at Marina square, Suntec City Mall and Raffles City for my wallet. I've always like the wacky and modern designs of Topman wallets. Besides, there was an ongoing sale and wallets were priced at just $9! What a steal. However, the thing that was more heartening when I finally got my wallet at Raffles City Topman is that the staff there were really concerned about the service they delivered. One of them even shared me his opinions about which wallet suits a particular personality. When I finally chose the wallet I want, I went to the counter to make my purchase. The staff then alerted me that I have actually taken a damaged wallet and there was a hole on it. He immediately apologised and went through all the wallets of my desired design and found a PERFECT one for me! Very impressed. Therefore, I highly recommend everyone to shop at Raffles City Topshop/Topman cos' it rocks! :)

when you're gone

2009-09-17T09:38:00.000-07:00

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on my floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe, I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

2009-09-13T09:37:00.001-07:00

),:

):

2009-09-10T09:02:00.000-07:00

where are you? what are you doing? ): i cant hold on any longer ):

2009-09-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

Colorgenics Number: 36541207

You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.

You are looking for something different. Your imagination has been working overtime and you are seeking adventure - and you'd like to share that adventure, the new experience, with someone like yourself: Imaginative, Enthusiastic and Sensitive.

It is amazing that you yourself believe that old 'adage' that you are a misunderstood person - and you feel that because of this you are being left out in the cold. It is because of this lack of believed understanding that you feel the need to conform to society in general - but this situation leaves you 'cold' knowing that you are not appreciated for your true self. Any relationship that you are developing at this time does not seem to involve any true emotional commitment, you seem to be just playing along.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.

2009-08-30T10:09:00.000-07:00

3 more days and im off to beautiful thailand with thousand smiles (:

2009-08-28T09:06:00.000-07:00

no words can describe my feelings right now,feels like im going to get drowned by thoughts soon.

misses.

2009-08-27T10:24:00.001-07:00

misses.

2009-08-24T09:23:00.001-07:00

妈妈抱着我说,如果没有人要你,还有妈妈要阿.

2009-08-18T10:15:00.000-07:00

when we happpyyy togetherrrrr (:

2009-08-12T09:59:00.000-07:00

whats not yours will never be yours ):

):

SMALL PEOPLE AT WORK

2009-08-06T09:51:00.000-07:00

WHY ISIT THAT I HAVE TO MEET WITH SUCH CHEE BYE AT WORK? FUCKK OFF! _l_

2009-08-02T09:54:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE ARE SO KAO PEH. MJ DIE LIAO DEN IDOLIZE HIM,PATHETIC. WHEN HE IS ALIVE,EVERYONE SAY HE RAPES CHILDREN. TILL NOW I THINK HE RAPES CHILDREN AND DESERVES TO DIEEEEEE

2009-07-11T11:10:00.001-07:00

2009-06-24T08:13:00.000-07:00

blown away

2009-06-22T09:16:00.000-07:00

i lost my sense